SIGH! i think that i'm really going crazy. ): juliet finally came back. so i sat at lynette's seat. which is right infront too. hah. then during free period , i kept doing my work. while others took the chance to talk . then juliet suddenly said : " eh! can you stop it? i feel weird looking at you studying . " hahahaha. then insyirah said that i changed alot. from one extreme to another. and i didnt get what did she meant by that. well , she said i was very bitchy last time. then now not already. HAH! omg. yea! i dont bitch about people anymore. well , maybe i just dont care. TIME WONT WAIT FOR NO ONE. i was shocked when she said that . many people were uncomfortable seeing me working so hard. HAHAHA. juliet said that i have brain damage. from one extreme to another. hehe. i'm also not sure why i'm like that.

many people were curious about what happened to me.well , i dont know. many things are running through my mind. okay. well , many which are related to studies. hahah. i dont seem to care about alot of things which i used to think alot about. like, relationship and friendships. well , i still care about them , but not as much as i do last time heh.so sometimes, i feel that i'm neglecting them, but i must strike a balance. idk why people dont feel the tension i'm feeling now. its as if there's exams next week . =/