Okay , i want to touch on this topic " Fate "
Personally , i dont believe in fate. to me , there's only coincidence. Through an experience , someone has proved to me that fate is just a myth. guys would always say " we are fated to be meet , fated to be together " one word for you . BULLSHIT. someone once told me that we are fated to meet , and fated to be together . and guess what ? the next day , he told me lets just be strangers. i think we are fated to be enemies. fuck. so fate changes in a day ? tell me what is fate man. To me , you create your own fate. work hard equals to bright future , rich , lavish lifestyle. lazing around equals to digging your own grave , hard life. i believe in hard work and luck. I think now , i've got to stop roaming around in my own world. i should put a stop to everything. firstly , i tend to " flirt " with guys. yea, so i got to stop that . and i did. i cut all ties on tuesday.i dont reply to " their " smses alr. so yea, this is a signal for them to stop messaging me. secondly , i've been neglecting my family . keep going out with my friends and boyfr really often. so i need to cut back on that . thirdly , i need to start studying very hard and stop spending so much time on the computer. and lastly , i need to change my attitude towards others and improve my relationship with my close ones. alrights. and everything starts now. no tomorrow.