TODAY!
went back to school for amath (: hehehe. but she didnt really teach us or anything . she just lectured us. yes. lectured us for an hour ? well , before i left my house, aunty suddenly called me and ask me whether i could go over to tuition her daughter today. i couldnt reject her because i was getting paid for it. so i went over after school. well , i dont know what is happening this few days. i look so dead now. its like i'm stressing out with a lot of problems that i'm currently facing now. i think these problems are created subconciously. i should just stop thinking and keep myself busy by tutoring more people. sighs. i dont know whats got into me. when i went over , the aunty asked me why was my " lian se " really bad. sigh. well , i just feel uncomfortable. hmm, my tutee was pissing me off today. but i controlled myself not to yell at her . i admit that i piled up her work today. forcing her to redo and redo. i should have seperated my feelings , work means work . personal means personal. well, i'm trying to control myself now. hopefully , she'll do the homework that i gave her.

After tuition had ended , i went straight home to watch BOF. hahaha . finally , i'm done with BOF (: i still like Yi Jung aka Kim Bum. ohmytian. he's really really really charming with that perfect smile. absolutely perfect. this drama is so classic. hahahaha. i fell in love with the song " Yearning of the heart" its in korean. whenever i listen to this song , it would bring me back to two years ago. where our innocent naive love was created. hahahaha. so cute. sighs. how i miss those times. well , i guess, we all grow up . our thoughts and expectations of the opposite sex would change. so what we do now, its totally different from three years ago to be exact. i remember that we used to talk every night. i would be really excited seeing " baby " appearing on the front screen of my phone and you secretly messaging me when you're in camp. hahaha. how i miss the times when we would just sit on the stairs to chat. or before you go for your trainings, you would just come to my house to give me a hug. sighs. well, thats just part of growing up.

Thank goodness, i had the chance to experience such nice first love. well , now, its the phase of growing up . its either , i change or stay the same. so for now, i have to just focus on my goals and my ambitions. hahahaha. alrights. lets skip to training alright ? well , i trained really hard for my pattern. hahahaha. hopefully, can get the 5th placing . hahahaha. i dont put much hope la. but with derrick guiding me , maybe i can get it. i got chunonn to teach me how to do 360. but somehow, i couldnt do it nicely. then jiaxuan taught me! omg. he's 26 and still in NUS. cool much! hahahahaha. and he could guess my age. =x anyway, he taught me the 36o really thoroughly. yay. and i could do it know! HAR HAR HAR. i'm so so proud of myself. :D then derrick asked me whether i would like to go st james with him. omg. for real ? yea, seriously. haahaa. but on second thoughts, i dont think i want to go. ): hehehe. so he sent me back because i was lazy to walk back. his car smelt the same as dennis's . heheheeheehehe. Thanks Derrick for sending me back uhhhs! ((((((((((((((: