Friday, April 24, 2009, 5:35 PM

Someone once said that " All Good Things Must Come To An End "

is this always true ? ;/ i dont know what has gotten into me . i've been feeling this way. anyway , i've got a few things that i want to voice out. firstly , i MUST win (: . that includes studies. winning is everything to me now. i cannot afford to lose. i MUST Ace my O'lvls. and get higher than you . yes, you . and you know what ? when i do , i'll throw the photocopied copy of my cert in your face. sighs. i dont know what is happening to me now , when i look in the mirror and reflect , i find that i'm no longer that lively , sweet , friendly , cheerful elizabeth . i've become a selfish insensitive self-centered bitch. why am i this way ? i'm not sure. well , seriously , i dont put much hope on you anymore. because of all the empty promises that you gave me. i want back the old elizabeth ): where is the elizabeth who's always smiling , always there ready to brighten up people's day. i think because of my selfcenteredness, it has caused alot of people's day to darken. ): i guess baby also feel that the elizabeth he once knew is slowly disappearing . sighs. i guess thats life. ;] now , i have two choices . one , i'll try to change . two , i'll just live with it. ;] which would be my choice? we'll see.

Today! school was a bore as usual . I love fridays! you know why ? firstly , the lessons are really short and they are those subjects which are not that important except english! hahahaha. well , i'm really happy that i did quite well for my english compre. hehe! well , i should do well in english because my chinese sucked -.- hahahaha. secondly , because i can see baby in the weekends! finally! its chapel . & paster chong said that winning is not everything . which i DONT AGREE! hahahahahaha. to me , i need to win win win. esp to (: hahahahaha. yes. yes. i think baby gave me that win win win mentality. hahahaha. whatever it is , its instilled in my mind alr. ;] alrights. well , we were singing the chapel songs. they are very very nice. i like chapel! ;DDD we get to sing . without getting laugh at. ;] anyway , yukie and brenda kho were like talking . so mr ng came and stared at brenda. hahahaha. his stare is very funny . me and yukie laughed until our tears came out. everytime when we see him walking up and down the isle , we would burst out in laughter. then finally , he came and said " Have you two finished laughing ? " i looked away , and TRY to controll myself. but it was too funny and we started bursting out in laughters. hahaha. you should have seen the look on his face. his expression was really funny!after school , we had to stay back for our extra art lessons to prepare for our O lvls. hahahahaha. well , it was more of a bonding session than art . talking about alot of r/s stuffs. yea, and i felt so encouraged. my darling wanyu is so sweet . she felt really angry for me because of " something " which i felt really touch. aww, wanyu, dont be angry le kay. i love you too ;] camwhored! yea, you can see how ugly & nerdy i look in school . we were playing with the smile shutter. hahaha. so coooool leh. everyone started to take my phone to see the photos. -.- alrights , i gtg . meet julietttt! ciao! ;]