Today , i went out with baby. decided to wear the dress i havent worn in a long time. met him at amk mrt station. on the way there, i saw Adalia. ahahha. she looked shock to see me. well , as a good samaritan , i decided to help . ;D hehehe. okay. then we mrt-ed to greatworldcity.but there wasnt any timing that suited us . so we decided to bus back to orchard , Lido . Amanda saw me and she called out my name . but i guess i wasnt paying attention .but i did say a hi to her. ;D hahaha. we decided to watch " Knowing" its a very interesting show i should say . but it starts at 4.3o so we decided to go for the grading that was at YCK. sighs. i'm so so upset alright. i tried my very best to makeup to look prettier. instead, all i got was criticisms rather than some compliments. i find that i have spent too much time worrying about my outlook than studies.i've been going online to find the best beauty products. consulted many people . look at how people dress and trying to mimic them . hopefully he will like one of them . but , in the end , all i got was critisisms. and i was compared to someone who dress casually . saying that she dress up many times better than me . making the effort to look nice. how about me ? arent i making the effort ? i think i'm spending too much time and money on my beauty products and i find that i need to stop it. yes, i do agree, i gave you a black face and i shouldn't do that . and i agree that we only meet once or twice a week.i'm sorry about that . but cant you just for once stop critisizing me? dont you think what you said hurt my feelings? havent you thought about that ? yes, it takes two hands to clap.dont you think that you should change too ? I'll make the necessary changes. its not only for you . but for myself. i find that it is beneficial to me. you make me look more attractive. and i thank you for that . i havent got this much attention since i was in primary school.truthfully speaking , i like the feeling of being noticed. maybe i'm in need for attention ? i dont know. well , i feel much better now. hahaha. after that we went to kushin-bo for dinner. its super duper nice ;D i love the desserts. and thanks baby for sending me to the busstop to wait for the bus.i really appreciated it. in any case , i've alr set my heart to love you. and thats not going to change . i heard this song in the restaurant . its pretty old , but i liked it. its called " If ever you're in my arms again "