haha. while walking to the mrt that time , pass by . then saw this super sexy + pretty girl . she so perfect lor. then when like we reach the mrt station together. and guess who it was ? SI JIE okay?! ohmytian. she's like the most prettiest girl i've ever seen. without makeup though. haha. okay. i would like to compliment my boyfr for having such great taste in girls. well , all his ex's are super pretty. except me =/ sighh. haha. i realised that most of them are english speaking (: i want to be like them . okay . my 2o1o goal! possess at least 2 their qualities. slim and pretty like si jie , smart and sweet like zaiton . (: haha. okay . i wanna be like them . my role models (: okay okay . well , it was abit awkward talking to sijie , but haha. ya , our conversation went quite well. i want to be like his perfect girlfriend. okay okay , i met nesrine and her sister and lucia at orchard. i was the earliest ley! yay! haha. an improvement (: it was raining super heavily. so we decided to go Plaza Sing. watched madagascar. so cute ley. haha. cant stand it the lion is super cute. haha.SIGHH! i dont want to end my relationship . i'm feeling so upset . can someone tell me what to do ? i'm willing to do anything just to save it . seriously . i was fucking childish that day. omq. sigh. i hope he'll forgive me . again. I just found out how much i love him on the verge of losing him and i really hope, we'll be together. i didnt know losing someone is so painful.