sigh. everything is so messy. like there's nothing that is confirmed. i'm pretty pissed and actually didnt feel like going out with anyone. and whats more annoying is that , its raining. means no blading for me. hmm. aft talking to gillian , i decided to go joey's birthday party at ECP. haha. so i met lucia at parkway. well , the bus stop no longer has 135 in service le. so i got a lil lost. and and, i'm super late. so i've got to rush down. then no choice. i took bus 76 to PP. haha. yupp. she's alrdy waiting for me. then we went to ECP to meet gillian they all. they were playing beach ball. me and lucia was feeling very nua . so we decided to just take a walk at the beach. and gillian followed. its so refreshing. like i feel very relaxed. let the wave wash up to your feet. so cooling. but its damn dirty. haha. camwhored. then ate at macs. aft that went to TPY. walk walk. see coloured contacts. I wanna buy either purple or grey. so nice (: haha. lucia want it too. should i go get red highlights? =x after that , i felt really tired. so decided to go home. well, its dark ley. on the bus,i saw this two couple who looked quite alike. sigh. and they were sweet. aww. as in really sweet. but the only flaw was, both are U-G-L-Y. hmm. but they looked really happy . well, i guess, looks is not everything. what is important, is how you feel about yourself. and not what other people think of you. so i guess. that couple is somehow or what i call a perfect loving couple.