Today, 3o october o8
I didnt start off the day well. =/ i was expecting my boyfriend to accompany me to school. but he didnt. and i was really disappointed when he didnt turn up. but i didnt say anything because he was tired. so, he might not make it. and i'm very thankful that i have hazel by my side that i can pour out what i'm feeling to. she made me feel better. then everything went well in school until after school , between english and art lesson? which one would you choose? its pretty obvious that everyone would choose english over art right ? okay. now let me ask you a question. if you fail english , where can you go ? if you fail art . still got alot of subjects to back up. then she went to call my father? haha. like whatever man. then lucia was like talking to me. then i just said let her call lor. and she told my father what i said. such a bitch yar. then she's super bias. she didnt scold nora?! wtf? nvrmind. in the end, i apologized to her. not sincere of course. you cant expect me to be sincere when i dont feel that i'm in the wrong ? then she called the discipline mistress come . she also nvr shout at me. kns. then misshoe shout at us. sighs. embarrased us infront of the whole class. then my mood was ruin. thinking that later can spend time with baby, i felt much better. BUT, it was nt what i expected. when i arrived, he scolded me for being lian. then critisize my dressing. saying that any little girl can dress better than me . well , i took it. even though it was hurtful by saying that i couldnt dress better than a girl younger than me. =/ i admit, my actions are like ahlian. sigh. i'm going to change that. then after that , i wanted to spend time with him. as i wasnt feeling too good. and he refused. which made me really upset. i just want him to accompany me. at least comfort me. and instead ,he said i deserve it. Not a single apology. sigh. this is not my day. :(