today , 1o aug o8
boring day! sighs. no one asked me out . sad huh ? =/ yupp . as a nice senior , i helped apple with her mathematics problems :D while i'm doing my amath. which was a tough thing for me as i need to focus on both stuffs. & she kept logging in and out . which was kinda irritating as i explained halfway , she log out . then log in , log out again . sighs =/ ya, explaining was a tough job as she dont want to call me , so i could explain to her like voice to voice. its easier to understand . EB was kind enough to like help her . but she couldnt log in . & lost his patience. so he didnt want to explain . then throw back the job to me . =/ as a kind and helpful girl , i slowly explained to her . hahas. then coach sean ask me to help him sell hamsters. ya, which i did. without any commission . i'm nice alright :D then during my free time , i start to daydream . went to listen to S.H.E's songs . & there was this particular song which reminded me of the past . whr this guy confessed his love to me by singing the song S.H.E - yes i love you . its a really nice song you guys should go listen . well , its the past . =/ but a very good memory :D its something i would never forget . hahas. last time so childish and cute . well , that was before i met someone. so its different . and to you , yes , you did it again D: making another big step for me .
well , i've been thinking alot and i finally how much i hurt you guys .
to: all the guys i've hurt , played before .
i'm really sorry , what i did was really childish for which i just wanted the fun of it .
no hard feelings kay ? i hope we'll still be friends . well , even if you hate me ,
i also dont mind . because i know i've hurt you alot and caused many of you to cry .
which i'm really sorry . well , i've changed to a better person who'll treat my love ones better :D
so ya , i was childish at that time. so i dont really understand the word love . to me , its just being your so called " girlfriend " ya, and nothing more than that . now , i realised whts its real meaning . and thanks for all the experiences . anyway , i'm sorry .

to : whom it may concern
ya, its been like 1 year ++ le . and i like th feeling of being with you , as you have that warmth i needed . but sometimes , you need to be more understanding ? sometimes , you need to be open about somethings. every lil' thing that you do means ALOT to me . & i love you .